Friday, April 6, 2012

Something's gotta change

Yay. Something's gotta change. Now. Immediately. Something is gotta change and this change doesn't have to be just a mental status, the aborted action of a temporary idea. It has to be forever. It has to be a change of prospective. And blahblahblah
Seriously, how many times have I thought about something like that?
How many times do people think about changing stuff that will always be the same anyway?
I don't know what keeps people from changing their life. I don't think it's just a matter of being or not being lazy and being confortable with what's wrong with their life and keep complaining about it.
Routine is conforting some how. It is a kind of safe dimension. And even those nasty and sick routines are a way to preserve our selves. But there must be something else that doesn't let people change it so easily... Addiction? Could be... Cause I have really no reason, no excuses, to keep behaving like a cow, a dumb one too.
Yeah I definitely gotta change something if I want my life to change. And I want to try. Cause things can't go on like this anymore. I can't allow them to.
Gotta take control of my life. Put some damn rules in it, for god's sake.


I gotta refuse
I gotta resist
I gotta restrict


It's not just about food. Not anymore. It's about life. It's about recognizing that you gotta lose something to gain another. Is a matter of balance, of merit. It's a matter of justice.

1 comment:

  1. I think it's fear that keeps us in our routines and stops us from making the changes in our lives we need or want to make, and I'm not necessariy talking about food either but all things. We know what we need to do, but are too afraid to make the changes because it will comletely change our life and be different to we are use to. I don't think it's a matter of laziness or not wanting things to change. Do you agree?

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