WOULD YOU LOOK AT THAT????
"Everybody is beautiful, so stop hating your body <3 "
Really now.
Am I the only one who gets so damn angry when seeing such a MONUMENTAL BULLSHIT ???
I really can't find enough words to describe how I fucking hate these kind of things. I would easily crush those buggers' heads against the wall if I could.
Yeah, cause everybody loves to post this crap on facebook and look cool.
"I love everybody. Everybody is so beautiful and perfect <3"
Oh please, c'mon, don't make throw up cause I'm trying to put my life in order you cunt-broken slut.
I mean, seriously, why the fuck do some people need to be so hypocrite?? It's offensive, freakin Christ.
"I thought it was an important thing to say from someone who's a 38"
Oh my now. Here we have a gorgeous sweet adorable skinny-perfect number-pretty face-i can wear anything and nothing and still be gorgeous-ambassadress from the world of perfection-miss, who, would you believe it, absolutely loves EVERYBODY and probably wants to work for the peace in the world! Does anyone of you have a Nobel peace prize cause I need TO SHOVE IT UP THIS BITCH'S ASS !
Sorry girls, but this stuff really makes me mad.
Especially when then you see people making awful comments on how FAT the girl in the following picture is:
Oh yeah, so very fat indeed.
Then don't push me away if I don't want to eat some greasy fried potato chips. If you can see the panic in my eyes every time I am facing food.
I might have a problem with food. OK, I do have a problem with food.
But seriously, some people out there are not normal at all either.
And then people want to be skinny (oh wait no: anorexic, cause if a fat girl like me wants to lose weight and looks at some thinspo that definitely means she wants to be anorexic) because of the Mass Media (which is like Sauron, or the Devil, or Voldemort).
Oh right, cause fat girls trying to get skinny are just too stupid and blind to get their own ideas on things and don't be hypnotized.
Please get a ticket to FUCK OFF or I assure you I'm gonna kick your skinny ass so bad you'll reach it at record time.
Some people just don't know what they are talking about. But damn I can't bring my self to wish they will go one day through all this crap we are going through, but that really makes me wanna rip that stupid tongue of theirs and make them eat it!
Go through 6 years of sexual abuse, 13 of bullying (both physical and psychological), 17 of verbal abuse and loneliness, and then tell me how stupid it is to hate your body, you hawker.
Sorry for this. I know I was probably just over-reacting as usual...But I was so incredibly upset (kinda feeling better now, though).
Oh btw, yesterday my intake was of 400. Today 700. Tomorrow I'm planning 200. Yeah I'm trying with the calories shifting, 700 being the highest intake allowed. A kind of "skinny girl's diet", but since I don't know how to plan my days when I start going to uni I prefer to wait and see what are the things to do through the day.
You know, yesterday, it was like 10 pm, I started feeling quite hungry. And I was there, watching a movie, the smell of food coming from the kitchen...And I rediscovered that sense of power...The power of saying no. The power of sitting still, with your mind sayin "I am not gonna eat". But it wasn't painful. It was just beautiful. It made me go to do some workouts. I was looking at my legs and I smiled, thinking that this time they will really disappear.
This time nothing can stop me.
Thank you for commenting. Hope you are doing great. Love you xxx
Hey hun, I'm the same, when people say "Oh but size doesn't matter, it's all personality" I say "So you can ignore her huge stomach protruding from under clothes and wobbling around?" I mean that in reference to people who are actually overweight of course, not people like the lovely tattooed girl in the picture. I know it sounds nasty, but it's really not it's just true. I think people don't realise how much a person's appearance affects how they feel towards them and treat them.
ReplyDeletePlus, skinny doesn't just happen. If being overweight is beautiful then why do those girls try so hard to be thin? I guess it would be different if an overweight girl said that she thinks it's beautiful to be that way and she is happy, in that case, good for her - but really?
I'm going to stop now because this is coming out really mean >_<
I know what you mean, I love that power that comes from saying no and once it's decided that's it, so much easier. You sound really determined so good luck and take care :)
Alice xx